I'm a dyslexic, bi-polar, menopausal, OCD sufferer. I'm an organizational freak. The bathrooms can be so dirty the homeless guy who lives under the bridge refuses to use them and the dust bunnies are picketing for better living conditions BUT everything is orderly, everything is in it's place. I throw things away and ask questions later. My children have stopped asking "do you have my 2nd grade report card?" because they know I don't. If it's not worth packing, hauling, then unpacking, it's not worth keeping.
I am married to a packrat. This has caused much contention in our 23 years of marriage. In fact, our very first, and to date, 3rd worst fight EVER was over me throwing away a parts catalog (which I didn't buy the way) So, you can imagine how having a house full of excess baggage just drives me nuts. My office is the perfect example. It was JAM PACKED with furniture, camera equipment, an alien hamster transporter, bits of glass the kids have bought me, my books, a TV that no longer works but I can't seem to get out of my office *gives the man the stink eye*. Here is what it looked like 4 days ago:
space the fabulous frontier. Wallowing in space is just what the psyche ordered. I do wish my psyche would stop speaking Latin.
walking in the dark. Out in the dark, protected by my suburbia, I get to see new shadows, new trees and new shades of grey.
returning home and seeing a piece of s**t Camera in my driveway. It means Kelly's here!
feeling better without losing resolve. I'm going to do what's right. Even though I feel a shift to the left coming.
getting through the day. I had virtually no sleep, it was the first of the month, the freaks were out in force, one snarling freak nearly did me in, but I maintained and even strain and was rewarded by the universe with a balanced deposit. I'm glad today is over but I'm grateful I survived. No freaks were harmed in the making of this list.
how music can move me.
faith that I'm not full of ..... I really can choose to be happy. I just may have to think outside the box to do so.
God's voice. He tells me he loves me in ways I never would have imagined. He led me here for a reason, I just have to be patient till I discover what it is.